"Nei Payasam" by Kamala Da
"Neipayasam," a heart touching short story by the acclaimed Indian writer Kamala Das (Madhavikutty), offers a deep exploration of grief, shattered domesticity, and the enduring power of a mother's memory following an unexpected death. The narrative centers on a father and his three young sons whose comfortable, familiar world is abruptly destroyed by the sudden death of the mother from a heart attack. The father is plunged into overwhelming grief and a paralyzing sense of helplessness . His primary emotion is not just sorrow, but a profound, almost furious sense of betrayal and abandonment directed toward his wife, who had always managed the home and children, leaving him ill-equipped for his new, solitary role as a full-time caretaker. He struggles with the immediate physical evidence of her absence. He is particularly troubled by a pot of neipayasam (a sweet pudding) she had cooked just before her death. In his raw grief, he sees the food made by the dead w...